Journey to a New Life.

As Sam and I hit the 30 pound mark with a little less than a month to reach our 40 goal, We've been getting the compliments of people finally noticing. Funny thing is, for myself, I can't tell at all. When I look in the mirror I still see myself at my starting weight. When am I going to notice?

This past weekend we made a trip to Wilkes Barre, of course, to watch the WB Pens but to also see our friends. One who is on her own journey of weight loss herself. I was so shocked to see her, she looked amazing! 70 pounds gone for her. We got to talk before making our way to the game and it was like she took the words out of my mouth. She told us that no matter what, even though she has dropped the dress sizes and has proof in the numbers on the scale, she still sees herself as over weight.

I'm in that stage where some days I feel good about myself and others I just feel flat out ugly. I know it's a self confidence thing and I'm sure it will take time.

I'm mainly on this journey for health reason and looking good is just a bonus that comes with it but when I'm going to able see what everyone is seeing?

For right now I'm still just "that fat girl" ...


thanks for reading my rant



Nicole